Confession: I want to feel beautiful

Confessions are hard to make.
but I am willing to make one.

you ever get dolled up just to feel....sexy?

you ever put every lock of hair in place just to feel....pretty?

you ever throw on your best jeans and favorite shirt just to feel...beautiful?

you ever slip on those heels you only worn once just to feel...confident?

you ever stand in the mirror and do all sorts of poses just to feel...modelesque?

cause I do.

And I know we all do it. but why?

Personally its so I can look in the mirror and say "hey, you're kinda cute." and not feel like I'm lying to myself.

Xk

Ps. if any guy tells me they DON'T behave in similar ways they are a god damn liar. end of story.

copy/paste days

each day I take a new picture

and I think: everything looks exactly the same

I look a month back or more

and I think: who is this girl I see?

every moment Im waiting for a big change in me.

inside and outside

I see nothing.

I feel nothing.

yet something is always different

[chameleon girl: everchanging with her surroundings without knowing/trying?]

Im nothing like I was even a year ago, I hardly recognize myself

who am I?
I take another photograph

each time you look into the mirror you see nothing new.

you feel nothing new.

you hear nothing new.

but you are new.

you never think you are changing until you see an old photograph

boy, how time flys & how we grow

Xk
*photos found on photobucket*